Mental health is a daily, lifelong, struggle for me, and yesterday I lost and crazy won. I’m very sorry for being a hurtful ass. That was all about my personal baggage and dysfunction, and I’m sorry I brought that in here. I’m embarrassed, humiliated, and sad. I hope you can forgive me. I failed. I own it. I’m sorry.

  • DaVillageLooney@alien.topB
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    10 months ago

    While this is big of you, it’s the internet. Arguments with randoms happen every second. Then you log off and all is forgotten. Keep it cordial in the future and express your disagreements only about the topic at hand without devolving into personal attacks and all is good.

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    10 months ago

    This is unironically the most functional post I’ve seen on reddit lately. Though, on a different note, hope everything goes well.

  • Efficient_Truth_9461@alien.topB
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    10 months ago

    I’m pretty unhinged today too. I’ve taken a bunch of anxiety meds and my ocd is still eating me alive. I’m in the fetal position listening to true crime

    Show me someone to start drama with

    Hybrid amps sound better, I don’t like that etymotic iem and cables don’t matter

    Come fight me

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    10 months ago

    A lot of times dysfunction in early childhood and youth will follow you throughout life. Being aggressive, overtly angry or engaging in constant fights is not normal behavior. And it’s the trauma and distraught left in the developing brain that’s hard to reprogram. I pity those that don’t have any capacity to be introspective. They will always have terrible interpersonal relations and find it hard to connect with people because of their personality. At least you are able to look within yourself and recognize the dysfunction. Keep at it, you’ll heal one day.

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      10 months ago

      This is the comment I didn’t know I needed to hear. What do I do when I’m self-aware enough to recognize the damage but incapable of, or lack the tools to address/fix it?

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    10 months ago

    You’re not alone. Owning your mistakes is taking responsibility for them. But the tree remembers what the axe forgets.

    Stay strong, try to do better. We’re all struggling to control our demons. Sending you love and support.