Mental health is a daily, lifelong, struggle for me, and yesterday I lost and crazy won. I’m very sorry for being a hurtful ass. That was all about my personal baggage and dysfunction, and I’m sorry I brought that in here. I’m embarrassed, humiliated, and sad. I hope you can forgive me. I failed. I own it. I’m sorry.
While this is big of you, it’s the internet. Arguments with randoms happen every second. Then you log off and all is forgotten. Keep it cordial in the future and express your disagreements only about the topic at hand without devolving into personal attacks and all is good.