I’ve learned that I have to hold something in my hand, set it up and use it, live with it for a little while, before I know if I’ll like it. Some of that is build quality and control feel, some is sound, some is ineffable.
I know this is easier for some than others, but I would try. Get used gear and resell it when you’re done. It’s really worth it. It’s the only way to really grow in this hobby.
Once you read enough reviews for various products they all end up the same. Something good about it, a standout plus, something bad about it, not mentioning a major flaw, measurements, ending with a good to great rating “in that category” or “in that price range”. Essentially useless for comparing gear based on reviews alone.
It is the same bs as all the JD Power Awards, there are so many narrow categories that almost every car wins an award.